Thursday, April 11, 2013

Those Family Stories

Many thanks to Kathi, one of my readers, for her comments on Facebook.  She suggested that I write about my family stories and encourage others to so as well.  They do get lost.  Some are "lost" on purpose.  

When I began writing, I was sure exactly what I was doing.  I struggled with the typical questions -- Can I write?  What would I write about?  Why is editing so hard?  Why does my butt keep going to sleep after sitting for two hours writing?  So, I started with my imagination which runs on cheaper and more readily available fuel than my car.  Too bad we can't harvest a writer's imagination to meet our fuel needs.

I have a great love of writing fiction, especially for kids.  It was a good place for me to start.  You can use simple words, simple structures, simple grammar.   You can let your wildest fantasies run amok.   And just have a good time watching it unfold.  My characters tended to take over.

However, I have not tapped into another great fountain -- the family stories.   At some point, I will have to take liberties, since I don't remember all the details.  I wouldn't be the first in history.    Oh, the stories I could and will tell.   (I wonder if family can sue you?   I'll check later.)

For example, in third person singular...

I'll start with a simple story about this one skinny little kid in the family.  I barely remember him, but the photographs prove that he was real. 

He had suffered scarlet fever as a baby and would sleep best when rocking back and forth in his wind-up swing.   The kind with the old-metal-framed and fake leather seat.   As he grew, he remained, according to his Grandma, painfully skinny.  Enough so, that she would cry about it, fearing the worst at any moment, but he managed to survive.  Dear god, how I miss that skinny kid, especially when he now appears in a full-length mirror and the reflection isn't the same as it was then.

This kid tended to be a loner. There weren't other kids of his own age in the neighborhood which consisted of a few newly-built houses.   As the extreme youngest, his brother being 13-years older and his sister 11-years older, he found solitude in his sand box.   A wood-framed square, filled with about a foot of grainy sand, and situated along the side of a typical 1960s ranch-style house.  Built by his Father, it was not only a place of sand sculpting and imagination but it also marked a memorial for a dachshund named Daisy.   She would be there watching over the skinny kid who attempted to tunnel his way to China since he had seen it in a Saturday morning cartoon and believed it to be possible.   Invariably, a local feline would make use of the sand box, requiring a cleaning before the digging began.   In the center stood a small maple sapling, that would eventually engulf the whole area.

His imagination was active, not just in the sand, but also in nature.   Much to his mother's dismay, he experimented early on in cryogenics by freezing a dead dragonfly found on some afternoon romp.    A glass baby food jar filled with tap water would eventually suspend the dead insect in the freezer in the garage.  His mother wasn't as enthused as he was.  After all, it was taking up valuable space in the freezer, but where else could you freeze something with hopes of bringing it back to life.  He never thought about the later part, just preserving the body.   He eventually would turn to Dr. Frankenstein in the 1930s movie to seek advice on that part.   Sometime later, he would have to deal with the fact that someone had stolen his experiment while he was at school one day.  The culprit remains a mystery to this day, or at least, his Mother said she never saw anyone come into the garage.

CSM

Tuesday, April 9, 2013

Stalled

One of the many aspects about writing is that you can get stalled.  It's not that I have a "block" or a lack of ideas or even what I've been currently writing.   It's life.   Life gets in the way.    For the past several weeks, I have been stalled in getting work done on book two.   I have a total of 86 pages with just over 30,000 words down.  I'm moving faster than before, but life gets in the way.

They're not distractions like TV or mowing the grass.  They're really issues -- sickness, annoyances, infatuations, mental breakdowns.  And please note, they're all out of my control.  I can't do anything about any of them.   They have their limitations.  I can only take reign of the part I can control.

My one and only thought on how to deal with some of these uncontrollable issues is to take the energy I would spend on them and pour it into my writing.

It took me some time to realize that I've lost track of the most important goal in my life right now.   I had to stop, regroup, and get back to that number one goal -- book two, then onto book three.    Without much reluctance, I've pushed away all the uncontrollable distractions.    I can control my characters, the plot, the scenes, the dialogue.  Their lives are in my hands.  Those fictional characters alive and well and living in my mind. 

Why bother messing with distractions beyond my control?

CSM

Being Left Behind

As I sit here writing this, I can't help but wonder how long until I am an orphan.  

One by one I've watched the ones I grew up with grow old.  Their hair grays and recedes.   They eyes grow tired.  Their hands that used to be so soft to the touch get wrinkled.   Faces worn from their own changes of life.

I never thought the day would come that I would watch them go one by one.  Experience their experience with their own loved ones that they grew up with and had to watch get old and leave them.  We are all never really ready to say goodbye.   It's so unfair, but in order to live we have to die.  And we die trying to live.

I had several great teachers in my life who taught me to laugh and cry.  Uncle Dick's warm greetings and his "always glad to see you" welcomes.   Grandma Alford's stories of growing up in North Dakota.  Aunt Sue's cranberry salad at Christmas.  Grandpa Marshall's wit and humor.  Cousin Frances' generosity.  Aunt Martha's cutting my hair.  So many.

But the most important memories come from the two that gave me life and raised me as best they could.   One has gone on and waits.   Soon, she'll be here to take the other.   It will be his turn.

The one thing they never told me was how hard this would be.   I can only guess that they knew it was the one experience I had to go through.

It's unfair, but I know I'm not alone.

CSM

Sunday, March 31, 2013

Two Knitted Scarves: A Christmas Fantasy

Update -- I tweeked a few things.  Changed a few words and some grammar.  It's still not perfect, but I do tend to aim high.

This is a story I have worked on since New Years.  It's based on Christmas in Indianapolis, so geographically, unless you live in Indianapolis, it may not make sense.  I keep tweaking it.  I need some feedback.  Tell me what you think.

Two Knitted Scarves: A Christmas Fantasy

The day after Thanksgiving, on Monument Circle, marked the start of the festive season.  The high anticipation of the holiday joy filled the air.  The stage was ready.  Wooden soldiers stood steadfast,  preparing for the glorious lighting of the world's tallest Christmas tree. 

That clear sunny day, the cochineal red knitted scarf with tassels clung to its owners coat as it passed under the clock, watched by a small metal cherub perched on top.  Crossing Washington, rounding the corner, a shiny brass quintet played out.   On the Circle.  This Christmas Season.

Passing the Hilbert, where inside the symphony performs its annual holiday tradition, the red scarf had a chance meeting -- a pure white woolly scarf with similar tassels.   The two brushed and time stood still.  As if that moment was designated for their meeting.

They paused, eyeing each other, and formed smiles.  Excuses and pardons were uttered in soul mate stares.  The two knitted scarves awkward, yet sincere.  A slight breeze fluttered them into waving goodbye with hopes that a meeting again soon would be.  Near or far. This Christmas Season.

That clear star-filled night, a thousand listened to singers bringing merriment and cheer.  Knowing the appointed moment the mayor would usher in a tower of lights was near.  Among the sea of rosy-red faces, the two scarves stood in nearby places, chatting with friends.

A quick blustery breeze raised their tassels among the impatient, as if fate signaled them to meet again.  They spied each other.   With smiles of delight, they met again this brisk winter night.  Caught in the instant that the lights glowed bright.  In the crowd. This Christmas Season.

As soon as they hoped, the two scarves would see each again.  The very next day hot chocolate at the corner coffeehouse now decked out for for the Yule.  They talked and laughed as they hung around their owner's necks.  The two knitted scarves, one white and one red.

Tickets procured for the symphony show, to hear music to bring on the holiday glow.  Dancing Santas, Sandi and chorus, then the flight of reindeer.  Strolling after, around they went, enjoying the flurrying of gently falling snow.  Guarded by Victory.  This Christmas Season.

The red and white scarves planned yet again.  On Mass Ave for lunch, to shops full gift seekers.  Silver, toys, homemade, dog biscuits, and world fare.  The two then went onto the Phoenix for a great vaudevillian show.  Their tassels gently touched and a spark ignited.

To the deck-out Lilly's the following week, then viewing some art.  One other night, the Men's Chorus in their black tuxes, to hear their voices unite.  The scarves savored the church setting with carols rejoicing about the birth of the Babe.  Praising the one.  This Christmas Season.

The holidays passed ever so quickly.  Before the scarves knew, it would be the end of the season.  As the new galloped up, they met for a night of good cheer.  Watching the ticking clock bring the end of the year.  Tassels entangled, ending that one with lover's delight.

They strolled round, to see the world's tallest tree.  The white lights all a blaze. A clear starry night.  The chill in the air kept them intertwined.  A miracle occurred during that holiday.  Two knitted scarves discovered one and another. Beginning their journey.  This Christmas Season.

Finding Inspiration

I've had several sources of inspiration over the years that have formed this one big mass I call my imagination.  It's multi-generational, multi-faceted, a little multi-lingual.

My most earliest source of inspiration that I can remember was Walt Disney and his world.  His world of animated shorts, films, and of course, the Magic Kingdom, where my imagination ran wild.   As I was six years old when my family first went.  Mickey Mouse, Minnie, Pluto, Donald, Goofy, and all the others there to greet me.  The lands -- Adventure, Frontier, Tomorrow, Fantasy -- and their attention to detail.  The rides.  The Haunted Mansion.  Pirates of the Caribbean.  Peter Pan's Flight.  All spirited me away into a brief world of imagination.

Another source was the world of Hanna-Barbera.  I was a kid who grew up on Saturday morning cartoons.  I remember on Friday nights before the first Saturday of the new season they aired a special to introduce the  new cartoons.   Scooby-Doo, The Flintstones and all their family and friends.

Movies galore!   I have always been a movie fan and sometimes film my book as I go along.  In other words, I cast my characters, provide wardrobe, dialogue, actions, etc.   I've found my biggest sources of inspiration through Steven Spielberg, George Lucas, Alfred Hitchcock, Roger Corman -- to name a few.  Not to mention the numerous individual movies.

My most important source of inspiration has been people.   I can sit and people-watch for a couple of hours and observe them without their ever noticing.   And that's only part of it.   The best part is that I pick ideas for characters.   The way they move their head.  Their mannerisms.  The way they wear their hats. The way they sip their tea.   (Oops.. Did mention that I also listen to a lot a music.)  I find it useful to make mental notes of people's habits, traits, and overall appearance.

People.  You all make great sources of inspiration.  Find your own inspiration and embrace it.

CSM 



 

Tuesday, March 19, 2013

Lives of Their Own

I've learned something interesting about characters in books.  And I really don't care about what anyone else has to say about it.

Fictional characters are real.  They are real in the sense that there you are with them on the adventure, be it fun or tiresome.   You hear their voices.   They tell you things.   They share intimate details.  You can smell them.

I had to ponder this idea of real fictional characters for a while to arrive at some conclusions.

Conclusion 1 -- You know someone just like the character.  Or you are the character.   It's called association.   You associate with them, their traits, mannerism, bad breath, whatever.

Conclusion 2 -- If they're your own creation, you are seeing something in them you like or dislike about yourself.   A psychiatrist could maybe help you sort that out.  

Conclusion 3 -- You just love them so much, you want them to be real.  I couldn't imagine what life was like during the age before electronic media.   I could read Winnie the Pooh and imagine what he was like moving, talking, bouncing along.   But to see him come to life in an animated movie...  Now that gives the character a whole new dimension.  My even better example is this one -- Harry Potter.  I remember reading the first book, then the movie came out.   From that moment on, the visual story in my head while reading the books had Daniel Radcliffe as Harry Potter as well as the rest of the cast.
My own characters have come to life.  I've walked with Sam and Mrs. Steers through the back streets of London.  I've had to sit back and watch bad things happen to them for the sake of the story.  I dream about them at night.

It's hard work to write, but worth the prizes.

CSM

Monday, March 4, 2013

Writing and Emotions

Moody, angry, loving, caring, bored, mellow... I've felt many emotions while writing. 

I've decided to put them to use whenever I feel them.   Write the parts/chapters your mood fits. 

In other words, feeling angry? Write that chapter where you kill off the villain.  Feeling sad, write about his funeral (if you actually liked him or felt sympathy or empathy for this nearly killed villain).  Feeling sentimental, write about his past and how it lead to his villainy.

I had anger the other day.  I felt some pretty strong anger and wrote the most heart-wrenching chapter that night.  I can hardly wait to re-read it in a few days or weeks.   I'll probably wait until the anger in myself has subsided.  From there, I might be able to read in an objective way.

Emotions and their energy shouldn't go to waste.   When someone gets mad at you and you get angry in return, don't let the moment pass lightly.  Take that energy that you might use stewing over the situation and write those parts of your book that reflect it.

I dreaded writing a significant chapter in book two.   I didn't or couldn't face it.  It was there.  Waiting patiently for the words to form into a significant chapter.   I just couldn't do it.  But, the other day, all it took was one person with a chip on their shoulder to drive me right to that chapter.  The anger I felt flowed right onto the electronic page.  I felt a certain level of catharsis.  And I actually felt better.  The horrid chapter got written.  And now I can move on.  Hopefully, I'll be able to go back and read it.   I'm not kidding when I say it was a heart-wrenching chapter to write.

Emotion.  Use it.

CSM

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